Shortest Rambling Essay About The Distance Between Two Prince Points: Intention Is Lost

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By J.S.Matthew

There are so many variables that dictate the outcome of life. There are empty beds, headaches, and lost wages that we take like a pinch, just to know that they are real. There is the everyday pain-and-suffering, the cause onto which we exist – and all those questions that we ask when we know that we already have the answers. There is no medium – only a plane on which we live – and we cannot be too far to the left or too far to the right, so that we can exist.

In either position, it is within our hearts and minds that we must try to understand, to live, and to share what we have learned. For it is beauty that lies in the eye of the beholder; it is sense that we so desire, like respect, to be lost, only to find that we were sleeping. For it is with strangers that we learn our weakness, and in neighbors that we see our strength. With male and female we fail, and know our differences. There is no greater love than love itself. But to know that – to feel that – to exist within it, is not familiar, but estranged.

We cannot express what we desire. We speak what we want and don't mean what we say. It is those situations that we make it through by the bare skin of our teeth. I cannot remove myself from a feeling - a wish. I had a situation I wish I didn't, and an existence in which I have no control of. They say that the shortest distance between two points is intention. I say, that it is what is between points A and B -everything else, if it exists, is in between - just something like Atoms, that we can only guess and formulate about. Postulates, theorems they are mere guesstimates; things accepted until we are proven; all wrong. As I said, I try to postulate right and wrong, black and white, neighbor or stranger, and I rise to the same conclusion; existentialism. There it is again, that we can become all those things that we dream of, and can be or cannot be, if it is again. Within the eye of the beholder so much like what we understand as beauty and self.

I believe chief Joseph said. "I will fight no more, forever." There are at least two views within these words; those of the coward and of those of the strong. It is within the strong that we find our own weakness, and is in those we see as weak do we find our own strength. Two factors are one. We can relate. We do not want to be characterized as such. So I ask you, where will we lay our head and rest? Is it on a comfy pillow or on cement that was just poured?

And I regret not that is stamped into pavement. Look not what past I have done. And those irreplaceable instances, I cannot make time embrace situations that I know I could change. It is not of my heart but my eye which conceives of the future. I cannot predict the smell that encompasses an enemy. It is the wake of my thoughts, the strut of my walk, and the residence of my words that make it sound.

There again, is no greater quote than that of an elder. At last we seek for approval; like possession is only two thirds of the law, it has to be an inhibition, a sequencing to which we follow a path. And leading –is the thing that is talked about in phrases. Following is what we do in stories and dreams. I once dreamt of a leader and a cause. But only when I awoke, did I find followers and reason.

If it is said within the text how one must be – then religion has won and every other thing is rhetoric. It is with teary eyes that men tell the truth. And in breaking homes and broken women that reflect it. There are no truths and no liars that make up a jigsaw puzzle – only pieces that re-create a picture that was destroyed and defaced. We put those pieces together.

It is only in falling that we notice the ground. Only in losing that we recall our wins. It is within flying that we share the earth and in dying that we understand heaven. There is no greater love again, than that spoken, but we who feel that sense of being. Intention. It's what it's between points A and B.

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fashion 10 months ago

Great hub.Well done

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mickaa2001 10 months ago

outstanding hub

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J.S.Matthew Hub Author 9 months ago

Thanks for the feed back fashion and mickaa2001! I appreciate it!

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louis rams 9 months ago

with chief JOSEPH= when he used that quote

what came to my mind was: he would fight no more physically and spiritually, for it had taken its toll on his soul.

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J.S.Matthew Hub Author 9 months ago

That was my exact perception of the quote louis rams. Thanks for the comment.

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Paweena Oil 9 months ago

Fantastic....The timing for the article was perfect, and your arguments were compelling. The topic was interesting and educational. Good job!

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J.S.Matthew Hub Author 9 months ago

Thank you so much Paweena Oil! I appreciate your comment.

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epigramman 9 months ago

...well your writing Sir Matthew certainly makes me think and ponder and wonder and debate and reflect

and to never stop asking questions in life by keeping an open mind and a healthy mental attitude - it's these very qualities in any great writer which can move and touch one's readers - and that writer is you!

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So nice to meet you my friend and I've had a fabulous year plus at the Hub now .......

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J.S.Matthew Hub Author 9 months ago

Thanks for the inspiring and insightful comment epigramman! I appreciate you reading. Have a great year yourself!

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tammyswallow Level 8 Commenter 4 months ago

Very deep, philosophical, and moving. You have quite the knack for verbalizing the philosophy of pain and triumph. This was outstanding!

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J.S.Matthew Hub Author 4 months ago

I don't know what to say Tammy! I am humbled by your comment. Thank you! I am rather shy when it comes to my "Poetry" and "Essay Writing". I prefer to keep them quiet, but occasionally, I like to share my "Inner Thoughts"! Thank you for reading and commenting. I really appreciate you stopping by!

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L.L. Woodard Level 6 Commenter 4 months ago

Your essay inspires introspection, to say the least. it's pretty hard to be inspired when going through difficult times, but I do my best to remember that every experience teaches me something if I'll only be open to the lesson.

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Seek-n-Find Level 5 Commenter 4 months ago

Wow--very deep. Though suffering is such an unpleasant experience--it has often been the times in which I have been most formed and taught and molded into somebody better. It is where I've found the puzzle pieces that I needed to move forward. Tears of tonight will water the soil from which the flowers of tomorrow will bloom. Thanks for writing!

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BizGenGirl Level 4 Commenter 4 months ago

I hear ya J.S., sometimes you just have to let it out, regardless of ability, logic or censoring. =)

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J.S.Matthew Hub Author 4 months ago

@L.L. Woodard: Thank you! I find that in the past, my most productive writing (creatively) was during the worst times of my life. I guess it falls under the saying, "Necessity is the mother of invention". Thanks for your comment.

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J.S.Matthew Hub Author 4 months ago

@Seek-n-Find: What an awesome comment! "Tears of tonight will water the soil from which the flowers of tomorrow will bloom." That's so wise and beautiful! Thanks for your insight!

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J.S.Matthew Hub Author 4 months ago

@BizGenGirl: Sometimes the pen and paper (or keyboard and HubPages!) are the only way to heal the heart. Free-writing can be such a release. Thanks for your support!

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John Sarkis Level 7 Commenter 4 months ago

Excellent hub, really enjoyed it

John

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J.S.Matthew Hub Author 4 months ago

Thanks John! I appreciate your comment and the follow.

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